Can't believe that another week has gone by already! Where does the time go? Well...I have to go into work this morning...I'm sure I will get "reprimanded" because I missed two days this week..even though I had a doctors note. You can only miss 3 days in 6 months & I have now missed like 5. When I'm sick, I'm sick. I worked on Monday..felt like crap...left about 40 minutes early for a doctors' appt. My chest was hurting..sharp pains all the way thru to my back. He said I have "myalgias." He would press on certain points on my body & it HURT. So he told me that I should take the rest of the week off & rest. Has it helped? Not really. I still don't feel "good." He called back not too long after I left the office & told me that he wanted me to get a chest x-ray & a mammogram (my first one)..so did that on the 7th. That was an interesting experience, but not as painful as I thought it was going to be. Of course, I won't hear anything about either of those things for like a week...hate waiting.LOL He also said that I may be starting perimenopause...which I figured as much. I'm sooo thrilled. He says I'm pretty "young" for that, but since I have only one ovary now....that it could happen.
Phillip has been going to school...went 3 out of 4 days this past week! Hey, I'm proud!!LOL He almost got into a fight on Thursday though because this kid called me fat & of course, Phillip felt the need to stick up for me..but the principal heard it as well & took the kid to the office for the rest of the day. Matthew has told me before that some kids in his grade say that to him as well & he also sticks up for me. It breaks my heart that they even have to do that.:( It shouldn't be a problem for them. I'm very ashamed.
I have had a great week at Bingo! Won $125 on Wednesday night & $430 on Thursday night!! Crazy, right?? Plus Dave got his income tax back yesterday & I get my half on Monday, which is cool. Some of it goes to bills. Then this is what I would like to do with some of it..though not sure if I will actually DO them all....get another tattoo, get a "mothers' ring" for myself, get some exercise DVD's off of beachbody.com, get some books I have wanted for a long time off of Amazon & save the rest...after getting a few things for my kids. They have gotten plenty lately.
Mom went to Grand Junction for a couple of days this week to see Cindy & Jasmine. I'm glad that she got to go. It's not very often that she gets to "just go" & especially by herself. Duke just isn't feeling good enough to go.
Mom, Dominic, Matthew & I went to Ft. Carson on the 1st to get Dukes' meds. Matthew wants to be in the military when he grows up. Anyway, we were in the commisary(sp?) & there was an army guy in front of us in his "uniform." I thought Matthew was going to pass out!!LOL It was soo cute! He's like "I have never been this close to an army guy before! I know Duke was in the Army, but he's not anymore!" LOL So the guy was in the lane next to us & he kept looking over, because Matthew was like staring at him, so I finally told the guy that my son would like to meet him. He shook Matthew's hand & talked to him for a bit...you would have thought that he got to meet a celebrity!! I thought he was going to hyperventilate!LOL He kept saying afterward that he couldn't believe that he actually got to meet any army guy.:) It brought tears to my eyes to see him like that. Happy tears, but I just didn't know that something like that would mean so much to him. That guy made his whole year & he probably doesn't even know it. I'm glad that he was a nice guy & not some ass.
I get to spend Valentine's Day with JM.:) I'm happy to see him again for sure (not sure when I will be able to after that again..though I plan on taking the boys down some weekend in March & getting a room..they love doing that...a hotel with an indoor swimming pool..then JM can meet them if he doesn't chicken out or whatever)....it's just a confusing, sometimes stressful situation. I just don't think he knows what it is he wants. He's looking for like a "movie romance" (aren't we all?) or something...& I just don't fit the bill. He does love me & that's a huge thing in my book though. I know everyone is probably tired of hearing about him, but I still need to write about it from time to time.
Oh, I went to Bingo again last night in Buena Vista & hung out with Brad again afterward for about an hour. We just go to his house & hang out & talk. I think he's just lonely. He makes me laugh & I hope I do the same for him. He has some issues he's working thru & I told him that if he ever needs to talk, to let me know. He actually gave me his phone number as well...which was cool. He's a good guy.
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