Hard time tonight....

Just having a hard time dealing with things tonight...depressed and just over it. Might lose the house and I just don't see Dave as doing anything about it. Maybe he is..I don't know. We don't talk that much about important things. He gets irritated with me when I bring up those kinds of things. I just feel like my life is out of control. Where will the boys and I move if we lose the house?? I don't want to lose the house, I don't want to be dealing with any of this, but it is what it is. Some days I'm OK and others I'm not. I felt like crap again today. I'm gonna head to bed...hope for a better day tomorrow.